I just realized how badly I want to do the Princess Make-Over at Disney & to be the flowergirl at my cousin's wedding.
by the time my parents finally took me to disneyworld (my mom always likes upgrade :P), i wasn’t in kids sizes anymore, so i couldn’t dress up in the pretty dresses w/ a tiara and wand. i was asked to be a flowergirl once, but the wedding was in philippines, and the stupid high expectations for honors wouldn’t let me leave or else i’d have a month’s worth of homework, and now everyone always finds someone younger to take flowergirl position.
see this is why i hate growing up, all the things i want to do, i’m “too old” for. i don’t want to be “too old” to do all the stuff i do now, just because i’ve lived for a year more. i never understood why kids want to grow up so fast. i enjoy the innocence of life. i don’t want to deal with the pressure of work and economy and politics. i’ll deal with that when i have to. but for now, i only want the pressure of what song i’ll play at the next recital, or what color pencil i should use for this project. why can’t people enjoy the state that they’re in right now. we’re teenagers, not adults. and sadly, not little kids either. my mom says i’m already too mature for my age, and i am (i think that’s only because unlike most people, i notice the two sides of every story/argument), but i don’t think she’ll ever understand how much i would love to be a disney princess & flowergirl. :|
I always wondered why whenever someone says, “Eat your food, there are people starving in ______!” Majority say Africa. I’m pretty sure there are people starving everywhere else too. Also, it’s never good to put food to waste, but in the end, those people are still going to be starving so… i never found that threat to be very persuading. Moral of the story: we should donate more food to the others that are starving, so that this^ treat can no longer be put in used. :D
i think this is my least thought out post ever. :\
So i just woke up and i went outside my room and my bro said good afternoon, and i just walked straight to the bathroom, didn’t notice anything cuz, well i just woke up. i heard this really low voice outside but i just figured it was my bro’s laptop, but then i walk outside, and his friend josh is there. i ran downstairs and told my parents and they said oh yeah he called yesterday asking if he can come over. i literally just walked outside in my pjs looking like an idiot, and they think its nothing.